亞特蘭大也下雪了。
最近心情動蕩的厲害。
可能是季節？可能是分別？可能，我到了倦怠期？
很矛盾，也很傷心；原來自己這麼的不禁考驗。
並不是無跡可循的。
只是，心愛的小花怎麼辦？心愛的小廚怎麼辦？那種，為了孩子維繫婚姻的想法，忽然有點道理了。
穩定的生活，和未知的未來，我要選哪一項呢？
尤其，未知的未來，我必須獨自去承受？我還有這力氣嗎？我還有這動力嗎？
唉。
雪地裡，咀嚼著很久不曾經歷過的，心痛的感覺。
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- 1月 13 週四 201103:13
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亞特蘭大也下雪了。
最近心情動蕩的厲害。
可能是季節？可能是分別？可能，我到了倦怠期？
很矛盾，也很傷心；原來自己這麼的不禁考驗。
並不是無跡可循的。
只是，心愛的小花怎麼辦？心愛的小廚怎麼辦？那種，為了孩子維繫婚姻的想法，忽然有點道理了。
穩定的生活，和未知的未來，我要選哪一項呢？
尤其，未知的未來，我必須獨自去承受？我還有這力氣嗎？我還有這動力嗎？
唉。
雪地裡，咀嚼著很久不曾經歷過的，心痛的感覺。
還好嗎? 你的心情我能了解~
不好。可是沒關係，過陣子就好了。
It is never easy whether you were right in Atlanta or in Alaska. May the force be with you.
Yeah, the story of my life... I guess I am the one to blame for all this?
I think what you are going through inside of you right now is the reflection of what is outside. The environment you are in is extremely harsh. You need strong support now than ever. And yet it is the long distance relationship that you have to be contend with. You find the dogs hard to give up as you know they are most faithful and would love you unconditionally. I think you can ground yourself down and make it through this harsh winter in Alaska by loving yourself unconditionally. You are an incredibably strong woman. Let your inner strength pull you through another life time task. You are not alone. We are right with you.
撐久了，真是會累的，總是偶爾要讓自己軟弱一下，當作休息也好... 只是休息夠了之後呢？我現在也不知道啊。且走且看吧。 謝謝。